BY THE TIME I WRITE THESE WORDS,
THE MESSAGE WILL BE TOLD
OF COMMON RUMORS STARTED BY MEMBERS OF MY CLAN.
I CAN'T STAND THE WHOLE DAMN BUNCH OF THEM, HER & HIM.
THERE'S NO DISCRIMINATION, I'M NOT HATING
BECAUSE THAT WOULD MEAN HELL, BUT OH WELL
I CAN'T TELL THE DIFFERENCE.
IN THE KITCHEN OVER SUGAR AND MILK,
TWEEKING OFF THE BUDDA GOD AND HAPPINESS IN A CUP.
WHAT THE F**K KINDA PARTY IS THIS?
MY YOUNGER BROTHER TALKING shit
WHILE MY BOY IS ATTEMPTING TO MAKE A WISH
ON THE SMOKING FLAMES OF AGE.
FEET LEAVE STAINS OF DEFEAT AS EXIT IS MADE...
ALL GOOD CAUSE IT MUST HAVE MEANT TO HAPPEN.
HELP IS ALL I'M ASKING,
IN TAKING MY PART IN THIS FANTASY DREAM OF WHAT LIFE TRULY MEANS.
CONNECTIONS OF DNA,
NO MBA'S OR EVEN DEGREES
...SEEMS UNFAIR TO ME
TO BE THE ONE IN A MILLION CHANCE IN THIS SUCCESS DANCE.
MENTAL DILEMMAS AND CONFUSION
BLIND THE GROUP OF IDIOT SAVANTS'
... NO CLUE OF WHAT OR WHO...
IS THE CAUSE FOR HALLUCINATIONS
OF GANGS BENT ON DESTROYING ONE NOT SO SANE?
WHO WITNESSES DEATH KNOCKING DAILY ON THE NEXT MAN'S DOOR
BUT ACCEPTING THE CHARGE,
WHAT THE DEAL?
NONE OF THIS IS REAL NO ONE'S WATCHING YOU.
NO GOVERNMENT SCAM IS BEING RAN
BUT THE ONE YOU CHOOSE TO DO.. THAT'S TRUE!
HOW THE HELL DID I GET CHOOSED
FOR A MISSION I WILL MOST LIKELY LOSE
CAUSE THERE AIN'T TOO MUCH I CAN FRIGGING DO
TO STOP THE DEMENTIA FROM REACHING YOU??
I DIDN'T DO NOTHING BUT GET TOUCHED FROM ABOVE
INSTEAD OF BELOW
HE IS THE ONE WHO CHOSE TO BESTOW UNIQUE ABILITIES
TO GET PEOPLE TO LISTEN, TO ME, THROUGH POETRY.
IT IS NOT A MENTAL DIFFICULTY
MORE THAN PHYSICAL ATTRACTIVITY
CAUSE IT IS JUST PROGRAMMED IN
TO FIGHT TO BE INDIVIDUALLY
DISTINCT, DIFFERENT
JUST ME
DEALING WITH THE DEMONS
WITHIN
AND THE DEVIL THAT HAUNTS MY FAMILY.