Tears of the Soul

The Predicament

Of all the times I longed for someone / To share the lonely nights
Two most admiring prospects / Rode in on the same flight
In the dating cyber-chase race / Searching for nothing, I partook
Meet new people, learn new things / Moving at my own pace.

Some conversations were casual / A couple were what I hated
A few of them gave something to think about / Almost all were sexually related
Although, there weren't that many good ones / Two most definitely stood out
Both have certain qualities that I like / But only one can win me, no doubt
There in lies the predicament that / I don't know which to choose
They both have a piece of my attention / My everything is what one will lose

Now I can't say who came first / The days don't particularly matter
Time is of the essence / Reality lies in which would be better
I'm not playing it like it's a game / We are all we have in life
I want the best and nothing less / I don't depend on a roll of the dice
Debating the differences & likes / The two don't really compare
Behaviors are like night and day / What are their intentions is all I care

The relations to one is mutual / Nothing more than wasting time
I think he only thinks of me / When sex runs across his mind
That may not be his intentions / Maybe not how he meant it to be
I take it as being the truth / As I believe what I see
We talk on the phone occasionally / Filling silence with white noise
Speaking of only general things / Not something I particularly enjoy
Things that don't do more / Than receive a courteous reaction
I believe most of the focus goes / To trying to get some action.

Even though we live in the same city / Something just ain't right
Cause we can only see each other / On break or late at night
The friendship's not that promising / Almost nothing ever is
The whole thing feels like / A relationship you had as a kid
It really doesn't have the spark / To keep me interested for long
Guess that's why I'm in this now / Cause a real man has come along.

The man is something special / There's no other way I can start
To tell you all the emotions / He's sparked inside my heart
From far away, his voice came / Like a harp, you could hear it for miles
Speaking nothing but honesty and truth / He always makes me smile
Even though we haven't met / Up close & face 2 face
We've shared so many things / Being together won't replace.

The beating my ribs take / From the pounding of my heart
Every time he speaks to me, especially / When he's saying all those naughty thoughts
That make my thighs moist / Mimi throbs with anticipation
And that's not even half the reason / For him, I'm patiently waiting
The hours pass so slowly when / His sweet voice I don't hear
But whenever I see that 757 / I start grinning ear to ear!

We've talked about our dreams / Ambitions, what we want to do
Shared some heartfelt memories / Enlightened each other too
There's such a dynamic force within him / Spirit rich, I sense the flow
Attraction in every connection / That's why I have to have more
I want him in every way / From his intellect to his erection
To teach me, to mold me / To twist, turn, bend me in every direction
The sexual factors aren't the whole thing / I respect his mind, his personal views
It's just that all his worldly knowledge / Makes him mad sexy, too.

Its more than just these simple things / That draws all my focus to him
He's the only one I truly want and desire / Guess the predicament's over then?