Lying to Myself
What do you do
when your world is untrue
And all you thought was blue
was really black?
When the view that you choose
is making you lose
Or all that you thought you knew
was not?
I keep telling myself
that I don't need help
to make it through this thing.
But sad enough
I'm having it rough
cause its way harder than it seemed.
I'm in love with a man
who just can't understand
that there's more to this partnership than
Himself.
As odd as it seems
I'm ready to believe
that it's not worth losing
Rest.
Much as I care
and want to share
my piece of the world
With him.
It's just so hard
to let down my guard
when he has so many secrets
In him.